How do we help to change China - 2

The expressions of Chinese flight attendants are obviously different from the Japanese one in the same flight - CA162. 

When I was waiting for the check in to the Baotou forwarding flight, there were a line of people waiting for check in, not include me, because my flight is not soon enough to check in, so I was just sitting on the chair and watching that. One of the staff was talking on a cell phone with laughter for about ten minutes! Most people standing in the line were foreigners, who shewed impatience, which made me as a Chinese feel shameful as well as angry.

There're some smoking room facilitated in the airport, but what I saw is smokers were smoking in the room but keeping the door open. I could smell the smoke tem meters away outside. What do you think about this?

 

How do we help to change China--1

Below I a part of diary of me on July 12^th.

I finally briefed, since I reached Beijing Capital International Airport without any unexpected happening in fairly high tension. You may wonder why I am nervures, that is because I am a person who is apt to forget anything whether it is important or not, which is also makes me hardly believe myself. My heart is warmed buy hearing much more Chinese and  seeing all of the Chinese signs, while my eyes seem to be put a  light gray layer on, which means the air is dirty, the buildings not so far away are not so clear. My eyes physically feel very dry.

 

a depressed day

My tiny apartment seems got so big, there are less shoes in the portal, less stuff in the bathroom, no baggage on the floor and no any laughter anywhere. As some of you know, my parents in law had came to Japan to take care of my pregnant wife, who had been here for more than 40 days. But today, they went back to China with my wife, so yes, I'm the only one here. I miss everything that we did together, such as saying jokes, sightseeing, playing cards, shopping, tasty meals etc. Now, I can't share them. I feel so lonely. But there's no need to worry about. It's temporary, I'm sure I can get myself out of this emotional state. Now that I have more time to concentrate on my work and make it efficient and fruitful.

Good luck to you.